Terence Shamus Martin

hi terry been a while been so busy with xmas and birthdays, hope you are ok the bairn has joined arts and craft classes and he lovs it he loves painting and making little things,he made mam a little trinket box what opens and looks like a book , hes up mams at the moment so its nice and quite but he will be back very shortly. well not looking forward to xmas brings joy and sadness now the bairn will love it more this year as he is older and will undrstand a little bit better, had him to fenwicks window other day and he loved it, so i cant wait to see his face at xmas. well its going to be very sad as well as you wont be here to see him but dont worry i will give him a present just from you well im going to go for now love you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Dawn Martin (Wife) Yesterday afternoon

still hurting

hi terry well your birthday is over and it was hard not having you here, the bairn is starting to talk about you he was up dads the other day and he must have been showing him the starwars collection you had and he came home and told me you bought him them . he loklks alot like you and is like you in always he will not play with a toy he likes to pull them apart and fix them back up, just like you. hes a nursery at the minuite so i have a bit peace for a while . well the pain still hurts not having you here but i have to get on with life as hard as it may be i love you and miss you xxxxx

Dawn Martin (Wife) 3 weeks ago

hi terry i hope you had a wonderful day with the angels, i know it would not have been the same as it would have at home but i hope you enjoyed yourself, the little one now says a pray to god every night for you then i have to sing happy birthday to you before he goes to sleep, i think he thinks its your birthday everyday, he will learn that its not. well he missed his first invition to a party from nursery as he came out in a rash and i thought it might of been the measles but it wasnt it was a reaction to his antibiotics he was on for his chest but he is ok now,bck to his usual self, i wouldnt have him any other way.we all miss you so much and some days are still hard without you, you will always be in my heart till we meet again love you alwaysxxxxxxxx

Dawn Martin (Wife) October 21, 2009

Happy Birthday.

Dad. [=
Happy Birthday.
Sorry I Was Late I've Been Sad,
They Made Me Take Stupid Tablets
But Ino If You Was Here You Wouldent Let Them
Because Your The Best Ha.
I Really Miss You, Every Single Day. =[
My Mum Is Doing Really Well, I Couldent Ask 4 A Better Mum She Made Me Be Strong (: !
I Hope Too See You Soon.
I Love You So Much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Leonney Martin October 19, 2009

happy birthday

happy birthday i hope you are ok i wish you were here to celebrate your birthday with your family, the bairn wishes you a happy birthday too. dad came and fixed my cooker in today for me it was great cooking on it, he had to practicly demolish me kitchen to get it in but now itd done i love it. well terry i hope you have all the fun today and you have a wonderful time up there, i will be thinking of you more today love you xxxxxx

Dawn Martin (Wife) October 15, 2009

well terry its nearly your birthday i wonder what you have planned up there with the angels its going to hurt not been able to celebrate your bithday with you. but i will be thinking of you, kierons at nursery and the house is so quite you would be very proud of him he is just like you, he takes things apart and tries to fix them back up, and he thinks he is great he has this facination with doors every door must be closed or gate, im suprised he hasnt jammed his fingers yet. he loves nursery he likes to play with the other kids and always drawing pictures he has learnt a lot of nursery rhymes wich i have to sing to him before he goes to bed. well i let you going plan your party talk to you later love you always xxxxxxxxxxxx

Dawn Martin (Wife) October 12, 2009

love you always

well terry its nearly 12 oclock and i am messing about on the comp cos there is nothing to do kids are all asleep i have noone here i can talk too i really miss you and i find it hard at times. you know when you need a proper adult conversion and there is no one to talk to it is driving me crazy, the kids tell me to go out but theres no where to go. and one thing i can tell you there will be no other man in my life you were the only man i wanted now your gone nobody will take your place i will grow old peacefully with the kids. i tell you this summer has been really hard, if you are looking down on me you will know why dont want to say on here but i think you know. well i wrote on nans page the other day i hope you are looking after her and my mam. but knowing you, you will be i love you so much and miss you the kids do aswell kieron was just pointing at our wedding photos the other day and he was telling me who was on and he even knows who you are as he points to you and says thats daddy, i will never let him forget you cos your photos and other things wich are still in the house belonging to you i will give to him when he is older. well i will go for now as i could write all night but i think i will get cramp in my fingers love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Dawn Martin (Wife) September 15, 2009

mam and dad

Hi son i have not been on the computer as when i see your picture and read your messager i cry but i need to tell that the pain of losing you is unbearable i still think you are going to ring me or come through the door i cannot belive you are not here.
well son your dad and i have kieron every saterday he is just like you in every way we thank you for laeving part of yourself behind but i wish you could be here to see your son grow-up and be proud of him as where proud to call you our son,i talk about you to him and how you love him with all your heart and how you said to me of the felling of love you felt the day he was born i think of you everyday son you will always be in my haert till we meet agaain,love you son.mam and dad.

Ann (Mother) September 13, 2009

hi terry

well so far so good with the comp bairn at nursery the house is quite so i thought i could get 5 mins on the comp before they all start shouting for it well terry i hope you are ok and not getting in to trouble up there. i meant to tell you last time the bairn had a wonderful birthday got spoilt as usual, we had a bbq on monday as it was my birthday we had a good day the bairn enjoyed his self he has been good as gold since he statrted nursery, you would love him now as he talks to you and you can have a proper conversion with him. i hope you are looking after everybody up there i know you will be cos you like to be boss lol well i will go for now to some house work while its quite love you and miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Dawn Martin (Wife) September 2, 2009

sorry havent been on for a while

hi terry im sick of this talk talk the line has been down for over three months just getting it fixed hope you are ok the bairn is so cheeky now he is at nursery now and he loves it he stayed at nans and grandads other week for the weekend and he loved that too. well if everything stays allright with the comp i will be on more often i will let you go for now but i will be back on very soon missing you loads. ps i hope you remembered our anniverary we would have been married 4 years this month and not a day goes bye that i dont think about you.love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Dawn Martin (Wife) August 28, 2009